I dunno why i post ts

Everything somthing bad happens or when I finally get better I always look back on him. I loved him I loved for him and I devoted everything too him and yet he was gone without a trace. I miss him so much but he treated me horribly but I would kill for one word, one simple hello and instead I see hom on the streets abd he acts like i dont exist. Anyway I miss you more and more every day lil dude