Hihi I'm inlove

Okay so this guy gigin and I slept on call, and oh god, I swear he looks so cute, even when he says he looks like shit, I mean, we're not a couple or anything, I just... Fell SO hard for the first time in 1 year and 6 months, I could even say in my entire life hell i get so excited just seeing a message, looking forward for when we meet up I'm gonna confess, hopefully in a month or so, I want things to to slow and smooth but I don't even know how omg I'm so bad at this please help ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)