12/16/25 x2

dear spacehey,

IM FREEEE!!!!!!!!

not rly. i have school tomorrow. i got some good practice in when i brought it today so i think i will tomorrow too. got like, 3 compliments? 4? on the guitar. one on my playing, i was learning vampires will never hurt you. that song isnt that terrible to learn i think. im still personally coming to ray toro's residence and beating him up. >:-/

im so tired. like in my soul or whatever. i decided to make a new post instead of editing my other entry because fuck u thats why idiot. tomorrow i have 2 do laundry after school. i dont have a totally free day til sunday and thats just not fair 2 me. 

sometimes i dont know what im doing all this for. im gonna move to colorado. ok... how? where? who r u gonna room with? how do u know they wont be a total psycho? how r u gna do school, work, and music?? i dont really care about college but i need an excuse to move. i cant just tell my family "im not going to college, also im moving to a super expensive city ten hours away". also idk how else id meet bandmates. i dont knowww i dont know anythingggg the future is scary x-( all that even assuming ill be able to do music at all.

i should try 2 think happy thoughts though. like.... ummm..... im probably gettin a linkin park cd for christmas. and i get paid tomorrow. $200 in mah pocket..... ill have about $400. but no spendin it. just to look at..... ahhh. moneys nice. also i have acquaintances now n my teachers like me. also im realizing i like fall out boy stupid fuckin nostalgia. my tv is broke but thats ok cuz im pretty sure ive been able to play my playstation on my monitor this whole time. oops. lots of things 2 live for!!!! like selfshipping n cats n CDs n music n playin guitar n singing n nature n knowledge n friendship n hopes n dreams n starry skies n shitty poetry n AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!

im goin fuckin crazy,

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