Ghosting

Deadass like every time i talk to someone i get ghosted and like rahhh cmon man. and im not even talking just relationships! ill be talking to someone from my college and they will just. ghost me. and ya know like okay i know most of the time its just they are busy or dont know what to say, or even like wtv just got an ick from me but fuckkkkk. idk im not really looking for advice im more upset that it feels like im opening my heart up to these people and we talk for like 2 weeks for ages. deadass liek multiple 4 hour long conversations that just. end with me getting ghosted. 

at the end of the day it starts feeling like. what wrong with me yo like how am i scaring these people away. esp bc now ive been trying to be all like. okay how do i feel like what emotion am i feeling instead of just ignoring it and it hurts way more :D like before i brushed it off like, wtv. but now bc my therapist, i (twice a day) have to find which emotion im feeling and its like. weighting on me big dawgs. its weighting down on me. 

maybe its just ghosting season. or i need to hire an etsy witch.

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