what made me gay

I feel like ive always been queer and there is not one thing that has made me gay but sometimes I watch or see things from when I was growing up and I think “maybe this is why I am the way I am”... Like, for example, I grew up watching dan and phil, joey graceffa, shane dawson, and other youtubers like them. I know it's a joke in a lot of their fan bases, but genuinely I think they exposed me to so much gay culture and were a really big part in me becoming gay. Also, there are A BUNCH of movie and tv show characters from things i used to watch when i was a kid. Like that one mermaid wendy i think from the first spongebob movie. I dont think ive ever heard anyone say this but she is unnecessarily hot. I also grew up watching the show Victorious on nickelodeon and ALL of the women on that show are so hot. My mom also always listened to emo music with me which means i grew up to be emo. My mom also loves mcr and so, i listened to a lot of mcr growing up. I like to believe everyone who ever liked mcr is a little bit queer. I literally used to listen to im not okay everyday on the way home from school bc it was on my moms playlist she made for driving in the car with me. Mcr is literally one of the gayest bands out there. Also, a little later in my growing up when I first started thinking about queerness and my own identity, dan howell went on his “we’re all doomed” tour in 2022 and he posted pictures of him in the nun costume for halloween… I am genuinely in love with sister Daniel. That was I think the moment I realized I am queer. Sister Daniel confuses me so much. She is genuinely one of the most beautiful people I've ever laid my eyes on. I'm sure there are many other reasons im gay though. Maybe I'll make another list of things later… (IDK if this looks normal anywhere else but for me the text isn;t matching with the rest i'll have to figure that out later >_<)