depressed

it's been really depressing living alone for the past month. my family's coming back this weekend and im glad. it feels so empty at home (and i'm home like probably 80/90% of the time since it's exam season so i gotta study). i genuinely feel like crying because it's so quiet and lonely. when i come home, i'm the only one here so i come home to a dark, empty, quiet house which js feels rly depressing. i don't even really know how to specifically describe this but i feel homesick even though i'm home. js 4 more days until they return. my last paper is this friday, and i don't think i'll stay in the house on that day. i don't really want to. i'll try to be out as much as possible. i was planning on catching the new jjk movie (there's a late-night screening at 12 am which i cld go for)

anyway i think that's it