to whoever this may find .

hi :) everything is going to be okay, as much as you feel like everything won’t work out it will. it feels so easy to drown in despair than to feel lifted depending on what you go through, despair may feel comforting bc it feels familiar or you feel like there’s no ending. Take all the time you need to focus and heal your wounds and keep telling yourself that you’re going to be okay even on a bad day, help rewire your brain from any negative thoughts that race through your mind and give yourself a break. you are human and making mistakes are totally okay as long as you learn from them, you’re constantly growing everyday and learning new things to expand yourself for your future. Don’t be too hard on yourself dwelling won’t make anything easier you can only go forward and change your perspective. as much as we don’t know why we are here we’re here for a reason, people come into your life for a reason even if it may be a short amount of time because you held/hold some kind of significance in their lives as well. You will meet a lot of different kinds of people and maybe the same types of people you would want to steer away from. Your energy is a very big part, when you hit a low vibrational point and your energy is off you’ll attract negative people // negative spirited ppl, energy vampires are really a thing as ridiculous as that sounds to you, people will look for a person to take advantage of and pray upon to make themselves look better and it works for them until you separate yourself then they will physically start to look like their ugly energy, it’s definitely obvious you don’t let them in. sometimes people are really good at the game and mask themselves very well so it feels genuine but there’s a motive, you just have to recognize the signs. there are very good spirited people and I feel like when you meet them you just know because your energy and soul connect, you’ll know what I mean. even though life is temporary it’s very symbolic, don’t feel rushed to do everything at once take your time to come to your conclusions and heal. Just know that everything will be okay, because with time it will you’ll see. take care of yourself I hope you’ll be okay :)