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sometimes i just want someone to pick me up off of my feet, i wish i could be taken care of and given comfort, like i want someone to control me but not in any bad way (does that make sense) and love me all at the same time. i see it happen to other people all the time and i just wish it was me, i wish i could have that too, if somebody could devote themselves to me it would mean everything to me. i always have this persistent thought in the back of my head that i wouldn’t ever be enough for that, but id like to be. sorry it’s probably like kind of weird 2 be ranting about this but it’s always been something ive wanted, to be treated fairly, gently and tenderly. someone to hold me carefully all the time and be there for when i break down, tell me sweet nothings when im unsure of anything. this is extremely corny i apologize hsjkmmmn goodbyr