daily song #4 + loneliness

Today's Song: Little Acts of Violence by Ray Bull

Favorite lyric: "Do you like it when I talk back baby?
All up inside of him the rage can't save me"

Hi everyone, it's hard for me to want to make a blog today but I want to stick to my daily song. It's at least something for me to do when I don't feel like doing anything.

This song is important to me because it is one that I keep going back to over and over that strangely feels like home. I tend to listen to it when my soul feels hollowed out, which is kind of concerning since it was our most listened to song of the year. We even made a short little animatic thing for it, which if you want to check it out, you can find it here.

Today we're just feeling absolutely down. We've been struggling heavily with loneliness and feeling like we aren't a part of anything anymore. Ever since our psychotic episode, the world has felt wildly different, which makes sense, because it is. But it's hard to cope. My partner and a bunch of friends are meeting up to go to a concert, and I am not allowed to go. I understand why, but it does not make it hurt any less, and I'm going to be alone for 2 days. I hate being alone now. I used to love it. But I just can't stand it now.

Anyway. This was more venty than I intended it to be. 

Thanks for reading.