Life

So, it's been a while. Honestly, I feel like once you get use to doom scrolling on your phone, it's hard to stop. I should try to use this more but I might end up still using tumblr at the end of the day.

Anyway, a lot has happened. My health isn't the greatest but I moved in with a friend from my really shitty roommate situation and despite my health not being good at the moment (idk why that is as of now), I'm happy to be out of that apartment and situation. It's a bit of a long story but my ex-roommate was weird, crossed my boundaries a lot, made me feel uncomfortable, and much more things. I was staying in a program for people who were formely homeless (and i could go on and on about how that particular organzition was crap) so as much as I was complaining, they barely did anything and I don't if it was because they couldn't do much or if it was because they just didn't want to. But I'm out of there now and I don't got to worry about that anymore.

Besides the roommate stuff and my health, I haven't been doing much and it is mostly cause of my health. My pcp think it's a heart problem while my gastroanolgist lowkey suspects cancer so uh, yeah. I'm trying to not worry about that but it's a bit difficult not to. The only thing I kinda look foraward to is my birthday, which is next week. I'm turning 29 on Christmas which is crazy to think about. I'm really about to be 30 which is cool and I hope it can be better than my 20s. 

So yeah, I'm done rambling for now ^^