Geometric Hallucinations in Childhood

During Childhood I had these weird dreams, hallucinations or idk what to call them. I'm not sure if I was hallucinating, dreaming or if it was a hypnagogic state. Everything was pitch black around me and found myself moving towards a singularity or a spherical shape. This singularity was infinity small and felt heavy. I didn't feel like a normal 3D reality, instead it felt something else completely, something beyond my comprehension. The dream was usually accompanied by white noise.

As I grew older, these dreams stopped happening. They were indescribable and I couldn't possibly think of sharing my experiences with anyone else. To the select few I told about these dreams, they denied experiencing something similar. All this time I used to think maybe something messed up was happening to me lol - until today. I was scrolling on Instagram and came across a reel about "Geometric Nightamres" and their visual representation. It was actually really close to my dreams. Thousands of comments shared their own versions of such experiences. I spent half an hour reading all the comments. It was fascinating. I wonder what is it in the human conscious that gives people such fucked up dreams at such a young age lol. Dreams are so intriguing