god damn.(a bit of a vent)

my mother isn't my mom, she gave birth to me sure but i raise myself. i have reptiles. they don't lead me on. they don't abandon me. i'm not their burden. i'm not their unwanted lover. i'm not a thorn in my side. i love expressing myself with my feminine side but god damn does it hurt that my looks are my only assets when i do. i'm so tired. so tired.