Done being lazy pt.2

So… apparently I'm still not THAT good at dealing with laziness and procrastination, but I'm trying my best. Am I studying? Yes, but not my full potential. I know I can do way better than what I'm doing right now. I'm still not doing English lectures because I don't get enough time from my daily schedule. I've to go to uni and, because of that, most of my time is spent traveling, and if you want to know how much I travel? IT’S A WHOLE DAMN 2-HOUR DISTANCE, SO I TRAVEL 4 HOURS DAILY [ToT]. I hate traveling, and I want to move out of my parents’ house, but I don’t know how to ask them for such a big amount of money. Moving out is not a joke, and it takes a lot of effort and patience, but I can’t travel like this for longer. It’s been 2 years since I've been managing all this, and it is really fucking my schedule, and my mother just doesn’t care about all this, she’s like, ‘why do you want to move out when you are already managing everything along with the traveling?’ But I’m a human too, and I have a personal life too, I can’t just study and travel whole day, I want to enjoy my life too. I don’t even go to hangouts because of all this, and I’m missing out on a lot of fun things, but I just don’t want to argue with anyone regarding all this now. I’m just tired of arguing and making people understand what I think or what I feel. I don’t know why I’m dumping all my feelings here, but yeah, it’s good to have a space where you can write all your thoughts without having fear of getting judged because no one knows me on this platform and it’s so fun to meet people anonymously. 

That’s it from my side, THANK YOU for reading this! I hope you’re all doing great. Take care and feel free to message me anytime, you can talk to me about anything. Byeeee! 

~Tave

15/12/2025