Toxicity

I think we’re all have been toxic at some point of our lives and have tried to learn and change from it, feather just a day ago or a long time ago but we remember that moment and try to change from it and to be honest, I think that as long as you learn from this and try as much as you can to change, those people aren’t that bad and deserve another chance. Sometimes other experiences in life can cause that too but of course it’s not an excuse for people to behave like that. I’ve noticed that I can sound very guilt trippy because I tend to genuinely feel really guilty for things especially stuff that’s not my fault and I can be very emotional, I and I have since a child but I have been trying to change and control my emotions more at least, that’s how I think I developed Xia, the embodiment of my neutral and more emotionless side of me, we’ll maybe not emotionless but you know. I’ve been trying to just to tone down and get them under control. Of course I can’t use this as an excuse especially if I don’t try to get it under control but I’m just using it as an example that can show how something can make people seem toxic or toxic even without trying too. But it doesn’t mean we can’t change from it. It can be rather almost traumatizing to have your whole world crumble because of something you did that was toxic especially if you didn’t know you were or wasn’t  trying to at all but sometimes it is needed to know what you did wrong and how to change. But that’s all in my opinion, it really depends as well what you did that was toxic abs how toxic it can get to the point it would be hard to change from it. But yeah this is just my opinion and I hope it doesn’t upset people because of it lol.