rant

most "relationships" aren't really relationships. they're habits, convenience, lust or two people filling time. nothing wrong with that, its just mislabeled as love. most of you don't even have a first conversation unless its a dm lol. actual connection seems rarer and quieter. it doesn't need constant reassurance or intensity to feel real, it is literally draining. you can tell the difference without having to question it. not judging it either way. people do what makes sense for where they are. anyways, finally found the balls to leave my relationship of two years, it is the most freeing feeling ever.