12/14/2025 - sad day

Ok so i basically didnt do anything. lol

Ik my status says working but i spent the whole day staring at my screen and not doing anything productive. I didnt even watch Gachiakuta bc i wasn’t in the mood for anything. I’m about to start working rn . I did clear off my desk of all the trash and unwanted notes, tho. It’s a start. 

None of my friends were online for most of today (which im not surprised about) so it was rlly boring. There is one good thing about today tho. I got donuts :D originally we were gonna. Go to dunkin or something, but the one we went to didn’t have donuts for some reason it was rlly upsetting. We ended up getting some at the grocery store bakery instead and I got some with sugar sprinkled on top. It wasn’t too sweet so I enjoyed it.

I’m actually so tired right now but I’m forcing myself to stay awake and finish some things. I have an AP government project to finish and one other thing for another class, and I’ll have to email the teachers and literally beg for them to grade it because there’s a big chance that they won’t. I can’t pass the class for the semester if they don’t. Same with another class but that’s a whole other thing. I have to email that teacher too. 

I’m glad I don’t have any work in a couple of my classes though, like my sign language class. My teacher got sick so he changed our final under short notice and we got to do something much easier for it. I felt like the luckiest person alive. Since we finished our final we’re probably just gonna watch movies in class until the break starts.

My neighbors have been playing Christmas music since the beginning of the month every night and it’s loud enough for me to hear it clearly through my room window. It’s making it harder to stay awake bc is kinda lulling me to sleep. Maybe this is why I’ve been so sleepy this month. It’s all getting me into the Christmas spirit ig. 

I have a whole list of things I want but I can’t really ask for anything this year without feeling bad because my family hasn’t been doing too great financially this year (compared to before, we’re not about to be on the streets or anything) and most the gifts I want are expensive. what I really want to do is buy a 3ds off of facebook marketplace or something lmao. If I were to ask for $200 and blow it all off on a worn discontinued console my parents would surely freak out on me. Maybe I’ll just ask for some stickers and new clothes.

Speaking of clothes, I want to start selling or donated some of mine. I saw that there’s a thrift store near me that buys clothes and I asked my mom to take me there (since I cant drive yet ;-;) but she just looked at me weird. I’m goign to try asking again so I can make some money in this way at least.

Anyway thats it have a good night