School teachers

I know, you would think I would talk about how great they are. However one of my teachers thought I would cheat on my exam. I never did she said to the other teacher, they should keep an eye on me. I was so worried I started crying, thinking why would someone think of me doing such a thing. I might Sound emotional but I really felt misunderstood. Who am I? Why does she perceive me in that way?! Why do they never do their job right? I got bullied, I was the one who bear my old teacher for 3 years and also he was someone that made me feel like trash. And then you would call me contact-shy or someone who tries to be a cute little girl? No?! Who the hell do you want me to be?! I’m just someone who tries to live a normally life and start to find peace innit. I wish she never saw me like that. It’s becoming difficult to pretend I’m okay with that. I’m not running from my problems how you said, I was the one who tried to speak up for herself, while I had to get trough all of this. But now I’m just a rude girl, right? Do I even have rights to speak up for myself teacher? Maybe in another life the world WOULDNT reject me