First time kinda nervous

I might start posting a blog a lot 

Why are men so evil. That’s generalised but you know what I mean. This one man has me spiralling 

I’m over him now but god all summer he was toying with me. Last year we met and started flirting and stuff then out of nowhere he said he’s going to block me because he needs to work on himself. I had really fallen for him so I was hysterically upset. It was embarrassing 

Then I broke up with my boyfriend and got him back in my life. He decided to not tell me he was in love with another girl…until two weeks later when he didn’t even tell me and just cut contact completely.

Honestly all I wanted was him as a friend, I pushed my feelings aside countless times to maintain the friendship. But he wouldn’t stop lying to me and things like that. 

Then we bumped into each other and had the best time. He has the audacity to say he saw it as closure when I saw it as saying I had a chance at a relationship with him. 

Then the girl he told me he wanted to marry ended things with him before they even got into a relationship.

We attempted the friends thing again and he told me I was too much. I vented to him about my problems and he said it was too much for him. I get that but it was my problems if it’s too much for you it sure as hell is way too much for me. So he left again. 

Then stuff happened in his life and asked for me to be there for him. I thought I was enough and we agreed to be friends but he cut contact again randomly. I literally messaged him “should I bleach my hair” and then he disappeared. 

Not sure why but he did. I thought we were in a good place with being friends but I guess not. 

He’s kind of evil but I miss him as a friend. We had good times and we share a love of a niche movie called true romance. 

Sorry I just needed to rant because I became friends with him in secret. My friends at school all hate him because of all he put me through. I just wish I knew why he kept abandoning me but I just want to put him in the past. The time we met he stole my sunglasses and has since refused to give them back because he’s “sentimental” and wants something to remember me by. I just want them back so I can say he’s somebody I used to know. It’s like that link is magnetic and we can’t leave each other in the past