middle school..

how the hell did I survive middle school???

after i got news about my zoned high school potentially consolidating into my high school i started to remember how weird i was in middle school. i do not want to see those people again after how i was in middle school. tbh i think i got better and im now more 'normal,' but knowing that they only remember me by how i was in middle school is scary.

back then, esp in 6th and 7th grade, i was soo odd. like i had friends and stuff but i was also a social outcast? idk if that makes sense but i was known (not for a good or bad reason) but i would barely have people reach out to me to socialize. its sad but i was lowk only texted half of the time for work purposes. in addition i was like emo. not emo the style, but emo as in depressed or wtv. pretty sure i was chronically online and mentally ill, but ive recovered from that era. 

essentially, middle school was js such an odd era for me. whenever i look back at pictures its so cringey and i hope nobody experiences how i went through middle school because it was horridd. 

bye ★