Why do we hate?

Why do we hate why there is no need to hate but somehow we still do for styles for living for looking different for talking different for laughing different for anything and I hate it sucks I work so hard to try not to be judged yet I still do even though I worked hard not to it just sucks I was judged since elementary school and j hated it at fifth grade I hate to eat alone it sucked and it was BECUASE people judged me and in sixth grade I got kicked for trying to be popular and I hated life because of it and well I had this dude ask me out and I said yes and we went out we broke I and well I wanted to be with him again but his friend said I had to pay him to be with him so I did and you now what's worse turns out I didn't need to pay at all so I broke up with the dude and left because his friends judged me and I hated it in seventh grade I have ADHD and well I'm not good at controling it and well I got bullied by this boy in seventh grade and I hated it only because I had something that I couldn't control that sucked I tried talking to the teacher but she just said that I had to ignore it but I couldn't it annoyed me so much so so much and I would always hate him and now when I had some classes with me which I generally avoid him because you now anyway I got out to band and as soon as I was put into band he said oh no why are you here are you stalking me I hated it because I wasn't band is my passion I'm a drummer for goodness sake but whatever in well now I deal with a history teacher who mocks his kids and makes fun of them and well I got made fun of by him and it sucked I just wish that people couldn't hate or just but also that they couldnt hate there self it sucks hating yourself I just wish that anyone that thinks bad of there self doesn't BECUASE they are amazing and that they shouldn't think that about themselves no matter what don't hate yourself you are amazing to me and only me I think that you are awesome for even reading this 

Blueloser out