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i bought some vintage sweaters and some old fob merch off depop recently (i guess the merch also counts as vintage now, but that makes me feel absolutely ancient) -- one of the sweaters just came, seems like it'll be super comfy. it's cream colored w/ brown stripes. i'm washing before i wear, so no pics.
i'm fucking exhausted. i haven't been sleeping super well -- my own fault entirely, i keep getting too busy with work or i get wrapped up in some art or writing project, and then next thing i know the sun's up. i don't know how to find my off-switch -- or, better yet, my "not right now, i can do it tomorrow" switch. seemingly, i don't have one.
also speaking of "things i don't have," i shaved my face for the first time in a while and i feel twelve. i look twelve. i probably also look weird as hell, because i keep rubbing my face -- it's smooth in a way it hasnt been in like, months and i just cant stop touching it. it's weird.
anyway, me and my baby-face have stuff to do -- naps to take, juice to drink, art to make, work and chores to do, you get it. i am tired and i am alive, and i am doing the best i can, and maybe that's enough.
happy almost new year; take care of yourself.
-pbear
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