Catching up with your local creature || Brain dump

Hello people! I have returned :P

Catchin up with the creature time, I've been feeling really lost and confused lately tbh. Especially with my identity and stuff like that. Though I've also been feeling lost in the sense that I want a job, but I don't think I'm really capable of working a real job- I can't handle criticism, I have a hard time following instructions, I'm usually late to everything, and I struggle talking to people if I don't know them (I will legit start stuttering in real time- Imagine ordering smth from mcdonalds and I sound like, "Hello! Did you, uhh I- You uhh, haha, What- sorry.. uhh, Did you want uhh, what do you, what would you like to order :3"... EMBARASSING) AND THEN ON TOP OF THAT, I have a hard time hearing people sometimes- My friend will say something and I'll be like, "Did you say Horse bingo???" and I gotta keep saying, "What? say that again ;-;"

My life is a messss... but you just gotta keep moving, right? You gotta look forward to the positive things, and that thought makes me really happy and hopeful :D

anyways, That's pretty much it for now. Thanks for chilling with me for this moment in time! Moral of the story, things will happen, you will feel lost, but you just need to keep going even if it's hard and things WILL get better! Progress is possible, it just takes a little push to start moving! metaphor out of the way- I hope you have a nice day or night! I hope to blog on here more, I freaking love my profileee!

Dayum.. I really just went on about how I'm unemployed... What should I blog about next? I'm not sure, I don't do this much :D