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so i've been having like a regular-ok friendship life for atleast 3 nearing 4 years.
(im ignoring my ex best friends ive never had friends before this shut up)
BUT LIKE I DONT THINK IM EQUIPPED FOR FRIENDS AT ALL ANYMORE IM NOT A GOOD FRIEND OR PERSON😭 if i left my 2 friends i'd feel bad and all i think idk how i'd feel actually IM SUCH A MESSAHDWASWHAD
it would benefit them (espc one of them) if i left probably bc im ME but ive been planning SO MUCH WITH THEM FOR THE FUTURE (plus i rlly do want my monthly nitro)
im extremely jealous over everything and im js not a good person at all i dont wanna go into details bc yea
i wasnt a bad friend on PURPOSE i was js doing very questionable shit while knowing it was questionable but i js didnt care allat much actually but man i shouldnt be trusted around vulnarable people I SHOULD LEAVE I RLLY SHOULD HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THAT I CANT TAKE THIS
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how about not being a bad person and not doing questionable things👀
(im assuming one of your friends are buying it for you), because if they can buy you nitro, imagine what else they can give you👀👀👀👀👀👀, its good to have rich connections
nah im kidding, but you said youd feel bad if you left your friends, see? you have a heart🥹💝
maybe you should leave the one that you said would benefit from this; but not if their the one buying you monthly nitro
jealousy's normal btw, i feel you