online vs irl

usually people are more mean on the internet and nicer irl (which is obv a facade) but for me istg i have the OPPOSITE problem. here i wanna be more honest abt my ig shittiness? bc IDK WHY I CANT BRING MYSELF TO BE HONEST ONLINE but even here i do be lying to save face and by lying i mean like- idk like wording it to seem better than it actually is?? ig thats it

so if u ever catch me being nice im likely js saying that so people will like me and stuff like if im saying someones profile cute i prob mean it but like im only saying it so people will like me

one day i'll be completely honest trust me

but most of u would NAWTTT LIKE ME IF I WAS LMAO 😭