MY BIRTHDAY....AND THAT'S ALL IM COVERING IN THIS BLOG!

sooo~ It was my birthday recently!!!

Yes, you wouldn't believe it but I've survived another year, 15 of them now~.

To celebrate, my mum helped me host a  little party in this really nice park in the city. It was...kinda stressful haha...

Like, the day starts, and already were rushing-moving things in and out of the car, washing fruit, and- (Because we live in the suburbs) - racing down the highway to pick up cake and pizza. And here's where the trouble begins. I am going to admit that I am a TERRIBLE driver's assistant. (it want helped by the fact that we took the car without Android auto. but  I fucked the map several times. And, not only that, but when wen to the wrong place to pick up the pizza- like TWICE. and I just got dropped off on the side of a road, too. WE WERE SOO LATE TT (well other than my friend who got to the place first, and got lost, lmao)

But in the end we made it!

And I'm so grateful because my mum put in a hell of a lot of effort into it. I ended up feeling kinda bad honestly... sorry Mum!!! 

It was a really really good time. I rounded up all my friends, we ate pizza, and fruit, and candy, and a hell of alot of cheesy garlic bread and soda. And we got up to so much chatting I forgot all about the heat! and ekki was there! what else could I ask for?

SOME HIGHLIGHTS OF THE PARTY:

1. Me seeing my two pjsk playing friends meet up for the first time, and just watching them gamble and rhythm game for half the party.

2. Me and two of my friends climbing this HUGE tree, which I got a photo of (no you cant see it, but it definitely happened please trust me) It was one of those big pine trees, where you could hang out in the middle like its your own little world

3. Everyone getting in a circle and playing that game where you try to make everyone laugh with water in their mouths. I got almost everyone to crack. the story? let me set the scene.

FB makes the sex sign with his hands where you like put your finger in the other hand shaped like a hole, (joking about something obviously, because were all so mature) and I slip on the African accent...

"Yess that's exactly what were here to talk about today"

"Now, back when my brother still lived with us, one day I was on his like- shitty old laptop, and I look at the search history... it says things like "Getting sloppy, doggy style, etc." me not knowing, I ask- big brother ware we getting a pet?  he said no, and that was that...

One person spat...so I took it further.

"Later that night, I go to my brothers room, because I had a bad dream, and I did not want to contact the parents... And before I enter I hear this creaking.... I'm thingking- "ah- what is this creaking?" and I open the door."

another splash of water onto the grass.

"A girl she was.. under the bed-"

I got three of them at once with that.

"I was looking at them and he was upside down, her legs were (I spread my arms apart, of course) and his mouth was... you can imagine"

aaand there went femboy 

Honestly I'm so proud. the only person I only missed one person in the end (the least innocent of the group), because one of them asked me if it actually happened to me. I really got them lmao. 

Oh! and number four: All the lovely presents I got!!

Let's have a little haul shall we?

★ FB's gift:

He remembered that I like Vivienne Westwood. AHHHHHHHH!!!!  ( I feel so appreciated I fucking cannot) :D I mean naturally, you pick up someones interest when you spend every English class and every lunch chatting with someone for a whole year! (oh and being friends with them for so long)  But It was genuinely just so awesome. Now hold your horses, he didn't get me an orb necklace or anything. he got me a book. I like books. I really like books. 

It's a book about how the brand got it's start, and it's evolution, there's this photo of an outfit she wore to the sex pistols back in the day and her fit is amazeballs~ but yeah I'll maybe make a lil review of the book if your finished. If you're reading this, once again tysm! His card was really nice too, with a cat on it. it was cringe in a way that was just sincere enough for me!!

★Ekki's gift:

Ekki, the girl, the myth, the legend, put sososso much effort into my gift! It was so heartwarming. I'd always had a feeling she was good at gift giving after all she even put effort into the presentation of little things like when she gave me her copy of Taiko no tatsujin, or when she gave me my Off The Hook stickers. But this... 

Inside a big gift bag, There was wrapping paper y'all. WRAPPING PAPER, and it was in the cutest little bow/shimmery ribbon I've ever seen. I wish I had photographed it. And at the bottom...

A CARD WITH MARINA IDA!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! :DDDDDD ONLY MY FAVORITE Splatoon character EVER!!!!! It's a BEAUTIFUL handmade card with a little collage of her, and on the inside there's a little illustration. It's beautiful and has been stuck in my scrapbook permanently. And no to mention the wrapped presents...

I LOVE cardcaptor Sakura, (as you should know) and she remembered that! these re my first anime figures ever and I'll treat them with the most love and care in the whole world!!! especially the opening 2 one. I really like that song: "tobira wo akete".

★P's gift:

some downright SCRUMPTIOUS Perfume and some mus sticks. I was so glad!!! I absolutely love musk stick. and What makes me so glad about these presents is that my friends went and took risks! I watched each of them, (thees three and everyone else), celebrate when they realized they remembered something about me correctly, and it warmed my heart. like, yes! you know me better than you thought! I also received some chocolate, and A LOT of jewelry, which was wonderful because I don't have enough, 

 ( Y o u   c a n   n e v e r    h a v e   e n o u g h .  )

thanks so much again everyone!! 

All in all, it was a great party, 10/10 would do again. (except for the fact that it was 30 degrees out. OMG we drank so so so much. maybe that why we barely ate any pizza.)

(oh and the conversation about time travelling and dating your grandfather was great)

Now, It's time for a MANDATORY FIT CHECK:

The dress and shoes were ripped out of the local Big W, the necklace and bracelet from lovisa, and the bandana and earrings from...uh...my room.  You don't need money to be a diva!!! oh, and I wound up not wearing the jeans because of the  h e a t . (I think I still severd tho.) sadly, this is all of my pretty new hair yu're getting. I had a pretty nasty interaction with a parer shredder yesterday.... 

OKAY AND NOW IT"S TIME FOR THE SONG OF THE DA-

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Wait, where's the song? Y'know the album art, the paragraph where I talk about how Clarke rainbow is a cool new artist I've found who is to pinkpantheress what lauren is to laufey, and that her song Giirl in harajuku was stuck in my head. And where I'd touch on on rot for clout and-

rotting...

who else is about to rot....

oh......

IT'S TIME FOR A DAY AT THE BEACH, BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?

Oml episode seven was....I don't even have the words to describe it....

To explain just in case you're confused, today was the day that episode 7 of the amazing digital circus premiered. I didn't get to see it live, because my brother wanted to play Roblox, but I saw the whole thing like 20 minutes later.  The episode, unlike what anyone predicted follows The gang as they:

1. Lied to by caine about him running errands, and heading to the beach at their own leisure

2. Check up on Jax just as he's about to ABSTRACT (and thus saving him, ig?)

3. Get told by a mysterious human in mannequin from named abel (get it, caine and Abel, OOOOOOOHHH~~~~~), that they can escape

4. Send Jax on a date with caine

5. Break into this office and get presented with with two buttons, one of which lets them "leave"

6. Jax is forcibly given a random PTSD episode by caine that compells him to hit the wrong button

7. It is revealed that this whole thing was an adventure. 

8. Jax fucking crashes out.

Oh, and it's a cliffhanger.

Whooo boy. it's ALOT to discuss here. First, let's get the biggest thing out of the way. JAX. he is depicted as,,, not okay for the whole episode, ranging from kinda detached, to irritable and angry. the worst part is when ma boy- as afformentioned-almost abstracts. and we get to see the abstraction process which is really interesting.  It's kinda like a trippy drug trip, as the abstractionee, as i'll call it,  finds a sense of calm and set of lets go of their sanity. It's likely different for everyone, but this depiction also makes me think about how kinger described Queenie as just being kinda calm when she...

If there wasn't a music video already, I think it visual describes how the begining of corner of the earth sounds. it's so... tripp. and it goes on for ages- probably would've been ages more, as only his eyes were really... like that. 

Also it makes me think- if Jax wan't already an asshole, and he went to check on kaufmo in the morning of episode 1, do you think he would've lived? 

Anyways, we also see pictures of his friends on the wall next to his bed, which seems to imply that even tho he acts like he doesn't care about anyone, he still cares about ribbit and kaufmo too much to throw the memory away. (Maybe he still has pomnis ooho t after all) He also has two keys on his desk. What's to bet theese ones are belonging to the frog and the clown?

The phot he pulls down in this scene here, is probably from the adventure he looks at when he's in caine's office....poor guy :c

OH and his Randomly Accessed Memories (see what I did there?)

His very very very strange hallucinations and compelling to press the button by caine slide a small peice into the bigger cture-

wether he knows it or not, Caine can manipulate minds, which actually opens up a but-ton of suspicions. Wether he meant to or not, caine has to MANIPULATE Jax to get the crew to stay. they would've left if it wern't for that. now, there's also the possibility that Jax specifically was made to hit the button for a deeper reason, like he actually doens't have such good memories in the real world. maybe the only people he's ever felt connected with in a deep way are his two friends, and to a much lesser extent, pomni. and maybe something really bad happened to  him in real life.

Anyways he crashes out on Caine for his A.M. coded manipulation, and Caine admits that he can manipulate people a bit but like, he sint like a bad person right!!<3

then kinger, who has somehow regained consciousness, kind of, is focused on in the camera, as if to say (Caine is the reason he's like this, viewer!!) And he brings up the first abstraction as everyone else is thinking about how they forgot their names. Caine I suddenly super nervous, and dips after giving them scincare none of them can use.

WHY WWERE YOU NERVOUS CAINE???????? HM??????????

(and why does the episode end there... TT)

and how much was this planned in advance? and how much does he know? does he know about jax's state if he can mindfuck him? does he know about the real world? because he seems to be acting like he doesn't really know about it at ALL. He says something very interesting when rambling about his interest in it to Jax: 

"Well to bad they CUT ME OFF :D"

also, I've just realized that when Abel keeps mentioning that Caine will be stuck there forever, and that poor Caine is trapped too, it makes me think that Caine is just projecting his desire not to be left alone through him, because he made Abel say that shit, ofc. I also wonder if he''s scared of hinger and the info he has, too.

but yeah, I also liked the extra insight we get into kingers insanity. when he exit's his lil pillow fort, there's a bright flash of the camera. maybe that him clocking out till its dark again.

ARGGHHH and I also realize, I wont say definitively, but people are saying they may never leave.

SOOO CONFUSING~ IM DIZZY....

Hey atleast, LESBIANS CANON

I LOVE LESBIANS AS A NON LESBIAN

PEACE, IM GONNA READ FUNNYBUNYY FICS FOR THERAPY