12/12/25 dream log

so i had a dream and im gonna blog about my dreams okay X) 

so in my dream i saw patrick stump. we were at this huge arcade looking place. he was awesome so i went up to him coz patrick is patrick, and he was just really mean to me. he was calling me names and he called me the f slur and i cried alot and i apologized for bothering him and i woke up crying and shaking and i had a really bad day because i was very sad the whole day. i cried in class too because i was overstimulated and already having a bad day so i started sobbing at my desk and my teacher was confused and just told me to take a walk but now im very scared and i dont wanna meet patrick stump ever because now when i think of it i get really bad anxiety about it.