im okay

hi guys!! been a while since i’ve posted here and i just wanted to give an update in case people were worried - i am okay!! i know my past posts might have been a little concerning and off putting but my mental health as of right now has gotten a bit better. of course it takes its little dips now and then but recently my minds been in a great place!! i think it’s also partially because since late october i’ve started watching kevin spencer and i’ve been totally binge watching it!! i’m on an unstoppable streak and since october there hasn’t been a single day where I haven’t watched at least one episode!! ( *｀ω´) in fact, tonight i start season 5! (^ ^)

my hyperfixation on the series has definitely given my brain something else to chew on instead of rolling around in self-deprecation and misery all the time - i’m totally crazy about it!

other than that, i feel like my mental health has also improved because I finally accepted myself to be semifictosexual, and i haven’t been happier since! :)

and obviously, len has been helping me out a great deal! im really happy i’m getting better. and even though i’ll have my ups and downs, i’ll never stop trying my best ever single day!