Stalking and my thoughts on it (a freaks pov)

I think that stalking is one of the biggest ways to show affection to someone that you love or like or care about hear me outtttt 

To have somebody care enough to put an effort into you may it be stalking your post or learning about you, learning about your past things that you like things you don't like things that you think nobody else would like etc you get what I mean XD 

I just feel like that's one of the biggest for me to turn on ever?! Oh you are so possessive over me that you want to know everything about me you want to know everything I'm doing you want to know who I'm talking to who I interact with? So you care about me hehehe yk?! 

And I mean personally I think the most underrated relationships are stalker for stalker? Like I want to know everything about you I want to know what makes your brain tick how can I make you want me more let me study you more yk? But also I have the biggest fear of coming off is clingy or annoying when I am in fact both I think XD but I try my best not to be but like I said stalker x stalker???? 

And don't get me started on wanting to be a victim in a relationship which I know that sounds really really odd to say but I am a masochist it makes sense for me XD 

Thank you for reading this stupid little ramble 

Graves Grimm