"bad things happen to good people"

I think its super true , the subject . I see bad things happen to those who don't deserve it all the time , but the worst people always get the best things . by no means am i a good person , I'm not a good person at all !!! but how bad am I if good things NEVER happen to me ! why do the people who have hurt me worse than anyone get to walk away from me completely scratch free when I'm sitting here absolutely destroyed from what they've done to me . destroyed !!!! i have to wait until I'm a legal adult to have a normal life because of these sick , sick , SICK people . 
life is strange . it is so , so , so strange and unfair . when things start to go good for me , for once in my lifetime , its taken . almost immediately .
at least homeschooling starts in January .