future + streaming??? (12/12/25)

JOBS??? valsevinea could never...

You have NO idea how excited I am for my future. Art, music, shirt design, and cooking... oh my! So many things! But don't worry, these aren't something that'll be an obligation. I mean... other than cooking. Because cooking is a JOB (but also a passion)!! Everything else is freelance! But let's talk about these! 

let's talk about art! 

I've been drawing since I was a little bebeh...! It's been a very big passion of mine and I don't plan for it to go away anytime soon. I plan on doing commissions occasionally, and working on album covers and such. Fun! I also want to design my own 3D model! (foreshadowing! everything here is connected.... muahahaha.)

I want to use a lot of watercolor, white and pink colors, and make a more abstract yet cute art style. Maybe I could even try animating! And even draw my favorite characters!! YESSSS!!! >.< So epic...!!

let's talk about music! 

I've been doing music for a long time! Not since I was a bebeh, but still. I've recently (by recently I mean a year or two ago) started a virtual band of sorts over Discord with my besties Connie and Issa. We have two projects: HER TOUCH OF ANESTHESIA, and our main one:

Fleeting Rayne! Our main project will have a lot of mixed genres and basically be anything we want it to be. I also wanna learn how to sing so I can be in harmony with Connie's singing. :)

HTOA is already on Spotify and other streaming platforms, and we plan to distribute FRs music sometime in the future... but we're just distributing to distribute. We want you to buy our music from Bandcamp or any other independent site... we don't support Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, etc.. They're evil companies that support AI and Spotify is supporting AI military works and ICE ads... but lets not get political; and I feel like everyone knows that at this point... lol

After my internet break, I want to go very hard on this :D It's a big passion project of mine and I can't wait to show you guys what we make!

let's talk about shirts! 

I love designing! I love graphic design! Thats why I wanna turn my designs into... shirts! I'll get a bank account soon and sell shirts on Etsy for everyone to buy -- and I'm very confident with these because people have given extremely positive feedback -- even wanting to buy my shirts ^_^ 

I want to name my shop Nicole's Dumb Shirts, with a fun little bubbly yet simple logo. I put them on the shirts I've already made! Wanna take a look? Scroll down!! 

What do you think of these? Do you like them? >.<

I plan on making so much more, a lot of mental health shirts, psychedelic designs, and humorous things for others to enjoy! I'll let you all know when the shop is open. See you there!

let's talk about .. STREAMING!!! 

I WANNA BE A STREAMER!! I wanna stream games and activities and fun things! I wanna be worldwide! I wanna be... Mumphy! (what?)

Mumphy is going to be my whole streamer / YouTube name. My little avatar will have white hair and bunny ears.. a little bunny.. so kyute! So awesomesauce! I'd want to stream a lot of my special interests; Final Fantasy games, and maybe even play that Death Note game with my friends...!! I'd love to do it and just enjoy talking to my fans and enjoy talking to myself about my cool stories and fun blind gameplay!! :)

I could even do try not to laugh challenges, art streams, music streams, and more! Oooh! Maybe even Jackbox!!!! ^_^

Would you watch my streams...? 

what else is there? 

Not much! Other than cooking... which you can read about in my previous post. That's my job. I also plan to move in with a friend of mine, but I don't know if I could, considering my current situations and the fact that they probably hate me now. I don't know how to feel about that. My heart hurts at the thought of it. 

However... I think my future is still very bright and I can't wait to put all of these into action. <3

take care of yourselves now! <3