'tism bitch and special interests

I have undiagnosed autism, not by my choice, i'm trying here ;-; being an adult afab & getting diagnosed is a pain. Sometimes it feels like i can't be then I realize I planned to paint a d&p mural in my room as a preteen, & currently i'm making a kenner-gen 7 lps collectors list (pets & accessories) & all is confirmed lol.