HEX'S DREAM JOURNAL ! (っ. -｡)

10/12/25

i went to college and got really freaked out during class 4 some reason, so i asked the teacher if i could have a moment outside and she said ok. as i was standing there i decided i could have a walk around the school for a bit, and it was way bigger and more maze-y than it is irl. It was filled with bookshelves and books everywhere and had a big restaurant just in the halls. also lots of ice cream stands for some reason. i bought one. :p

as im walking through the cafeteria, i hear a teacher yelling "STOP FIGHTING!!". so i get curious and go have a look, and theres about 10 hetalia cosplayers arguing and fighting xD. i didnt know any of them but it did feel like those were my monkeys in my circus a little bit. 

i didnt even care that they were fighting, in my head i was like "Oh my god, ive been waiting for this moment". i took off my clothes and was wearing a FULL CANADA COSPLAY UNDERNEATH ! ! . apparently i just went to school like this on the daily waiting for the opportunity xD

i tried befriending them but none of them even acknowledged me =/ i didnt realise until i woke up but it might have been because i was dressed up as literally the most forgotten character.... LOL

then i was too shy to go back to class cuz id wasted too much time and id get yelled at, so i decided to skip and then id email my teacher later. but as i walk by that restaurant i mentioned earlier, i realised my teacher was there and tried hiding but she'd already seen me. i had this weird segment where i was in her minecraft base (??) getting chased whilst  dressed up as ethoslab (??) and i ran into some dude dressed up as joel smallishbeans. 

but then i was back in "my reality" and had been dragged away by some friends who then took me to some school sale that was happening on the roof of the building. i lined up for a while only to realise they were selling overpriced labubus that i could definitly not afford so i just left. also some guy kept getting lost and asking me for directions lol.

11/12/25

okay so i lived in a small town away from everything, and the mall in my town was SO dead that the upper floor had ZERO shops and was practically abandoned. it became a place teenagers hung out and there were like my little pony stickers on the walls and whatnot lol.

i remember hanging out there by myself for a little bit, then i started walking toward home and got stopped by one of those tiktok street interviewers. they asked me some question and i happily answered but i think i spoke toooo much and they were annoyed at me. was embarrassed when they had to interrupt me to be like "ok thats enough dud"

i also vaguely remember an old friend of mine coming to my house and speaking to my uncle. strange.

12/12/25

It was a pretty average day I guess, I went outside a little bit and remember drinking some fruit juice :p 

i kept getting warning signs the whole day, like all the signs outside said "WAKE UP" and the text on the juice box also repeated the same thing. 

oddly enough i wasn't freaked out though. i kept looking away from the warnings and purposefully avoiding them because 1. i didnt realise i was dreaming and 2. i thought it would trigger some sort of derealisation or something. i dont know.

then i heard a really loud unstoppable alarm coming from like... inside my head??? like it was soo loud  and only then i became aware that Holy shit yeah, i am dreaming.  (I dont have an alarm in the morning so it's not anything from irl seeping into the dream world ?!) 

and then i became aware and had like the option to wake up or not!. It didnt come naturally like usual, i had to put actual thought into it.

yeah idk

14/12/25

i was on spacehey and i came across a mutual of mine from a different platform+fandom (who would literally never actually get spacehey irl but ok). and he had a private account but i requested to add him.

 he's kind of a blunt, straightforward person. which is mega intimidating to me. so i was so scared when he posted "who is this dude tryna be my friend? is this anyone i know? =/"

my first instinct was to IGNORE but i did say like. "Hi. Yes thats me." and then his demeanour changed and he became less angry and more like "yaaaayyy ok i'll add you back!".

after that, i was going to the shops with my grandma, and we encountered another even older lady who approached us. and i guess she was my great-grandmother, even though i've never actually met her irl.

she was really disappointed in me and my life, and of the things that mattered to me and the things that didn't, and hated the way i spoke and acted. she was angry at the person i'd become, so she started like fully chasing me. i was trying to run home to tell this to my mom but she was fully outrunning me x_x. 

alexa play 'ain't it fun' by paramore =/. 

This dream did get me thinking honestly. My priorities really are messed up. I need to change some stuff man.

15/12/25

i was rich but in a bit of a liminal way if that even makes sense. I lived in a big mansion with my grandfather (whom... ive never met? what a theme?), but something was off, i don't know.

i was freshly 18, and sent on a new york trip with my 13 year old brother. JUST US TWO!

i literally just blacked out until we arrived and had to get some public transport. and everyone was so rude to me and getting on my nerves and i got into an argument with some guy. 

but i just had this "everything's fine" mentality and walked it off, and lead my brother to this big shopping centre and was like, "OKAY. THATS FINE. THIS IS OUR FIRST EXCITING STOP. THE AMERICAN MALL EXPERIENCE. YEP". 

I specifically remember Hollister being there i was like woahhhhhh hollister so #america. I think we literally have hollister in england but i dont Care its different

anyway the escalator was literally some dystopian windmill youd walk on i cant even explain it but yeah

my brother dragged me to this shop and i didnt even have time to process what it  was until i was inside. It was a Santa's grotto type thing, it was all decorated christmassy and there was a Santa inside. 

My brother immediately started toying with the christmas display whilst i tried being respectful and greeted the Santa, and he just asked if i'd paid for the TWO entry fees. i was like "Umm.... no.... we're just looking around ... my brothers curious aha. I dont want the santa experience its ok....". he was ok with that amd started chatting to me, and he pointed out how he could tell i was british because of my "odd way of phrasing things" or something and kept correcting my speech </3. 

This stopped when more people showed up and he handed them all some piece of paper for the SANTA EXPERIENCE RP he had to give them idk, so we had to leave.

my brother then tried entering a crazy fancy library and pushed through so much security. they stopped me and were like "yo wtf, you need to pay a bajillion dollars to enter here yo." and they didnt even expect us to pay, they literally like.... Looked me up and down and were like "nah you dont look like you should be in here anyway".

so i just went outside and i remember  sitting by a fountain and texting my mom. she was asking if we're fine and i was just like "Yep! everything sorted, no worries ^__^".