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i hate having intrusive thoughts. i feel evil for having them, even tho i know im not some pyscho serial killer but still. i wish i wouldnt have intrusive thoughts about hurting animals, about hurting myself. i dont even know why i have them. mabye its anxiety or im actually sick in the head. i love animals, ik i would never hurt one yet i keep thinking about it ,and i wanna end myself bc of it. i feel like a monster. now thinking about hurting myself seems justifiable. im not even suicidal or overly depressed so its probably not a self hate issue. i have sh before which def didnt help with those thoughts. im not sure if i can trust myself living alone, cuz i just might really hurt myself from thinking abt it 4 too long.
im sorry this is messy, and this probably should be privated but i just want someone to know what im going through bc i dont wanna worry my mom or friends. i hope im not actually evil.
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thatsoneidiot
intrusive thoughts r called intrusive for a reason, ur mind tricks u into thinking things that u actually are fully against, and it sucks that it does that :')) i find just forcibly reminding myself that i would morally never do them a little helpful, whether i believe it or not, but if it gets too much its best to talk to some1!! if youre worried, have some1 else worry with u, ur not alone :>
Vajra
Ah okay now I can read it. I'd say it's not a big deal as long as you don't act upon those urges. If you feel the urges are too strong, maybe visit the doctor.
Vajra
Censored harder than the Epstein files.
wdym gng🥀
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This is what I mean. Couldn't see anything until I selected the text.
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mb im on dark mode so i forgot what it looks like on light lol
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