i'm so tired!!!!

i've had such a long week and i haven't even gotten thru friday yet!! i haven't had a break since like the first of this month and it is taking a toll on me. 

one of the kids at work keeps trying to hit me and spit on me... last week he tried to bite me i'm like pls stop... i feel like i could be a lot more strict at work sometimes bcz i feel like i'm too nice compared to my coworkers (and sometimes i feel like the kids take advantage of that) but oh well. i'm nice to this kid then he punches me like why r u trying to beat me up.. and also why am i arguing with a child. sometimes i reflect on that at work like wow i just spent 5 min arguing w a kid... i feel bad though because some of the kids told me today they like when i take them to recess bcz my coworker is "mean" but like i don't think she's all that mean i think she's just more strict and is probably doing a better job than me but they don't get that. 

i hope tomorrow we stay inside all day, we have gone out all week despite all the snow and now everyones slipping on the ice! even i almost fell a couple of times today. also during recess today a kid threw a "snowball" (chunk of ice) at my back and it hurt SO BAD i'm probably going to have a bruise. also it's just too cold! 

at the end of my shift today my supervisor asked if i could cover for someone tomorrow and i wish i said no so i could sleep in (cries) but it'll be good for me to get the hours before winter break and so i have a bit of extra money to spend for the holidays. hoping to get thru tomorrow's shift unscathed but we will see what the day brings. looking forward to the weekend though... on saturday i can finally sleep in... that's what's keeping me going.