ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS..

i have emetophobia..which is the fear of puke. im pretty chill man i like a lot of shit, im not scared of too many things, but when im scared im scared as shit. im scared as fuck of throwing up and throw up and its gross and ew. i hate it. like i might sound like a pussy, but i swear i start crying and freaking out whenever i feel nauseaousou how the fuck do you spell that? anyways... one time, which was like 3 years ago, it was the night before thanksgiving. i was helping my grandma cooking turkey and all that good shit. dude, i didnt know what the fuck salmonella was and thought i could touch raw chicken and not have to wash my hands or something. well i got sick as fuck dude, and i threw up like crazy bro puke was coming out my fucking nose and it burned. that shits gross, and because i can describe it so well, i can kinda feel it again. thats how tramatic it was. the whole night i was puking like red water. and it was all projectile. then the next day all my familia and my tias and tios came over and shit yk what im sayin everybody. and i was in the corner with my tummy hurting like crazy and i couldnt eat shit i just ate some crackers. the downside from this was this was so tramatic i didnt want to eat..and you already know what that turned into..

anyways, i fear throw up, and hearing people gag makes me feel bad too, whenever anybody pukes at school i fucking hate it too. so...theres that you know about me i guess.