living alone

when i was 17 I couldn't wait to move out and live alone abroad... now that I'm finally living all by myself I realize how lonely i am :c and how hard it is ahhhh 

i mean i did expect to face some hardships and stuff but not only is it tiresome, u realize how much money u spend on groceries + other home trinkets 

i used to spend money on sweet treats or some kpop merch but now i blow my money on cleaning supplies, towels, rags etc 

guess i just grew up ;c

 https://open.spotify.com/track/1FklHBd4jR0LfJBHYnZG6K?si=8e5cf841ba3c448f