me

supposed to be asleep right now

this is highkey a throwaway account ngl. id like to keep it but im a really shameful nd guilty person. i dont know if i love myself or hate myself. i think im so selfaware of how much of an asshat i am that im not sure anymore

anyways

im supposed to be asleep because my class' christmas party is tomorow. i wish i was excited for it but i feel like i hate everyone there. theyre all good people and i dont want to hate them but each time i have to see their faces everyday i just get so angry, but atleast the holidays mean i wont have to anymore (well... for atleast a month)

it's a costume party, so i have a costume ready, but as usual i keep comparing myself to my sibling 

isnt that great (sarcasm)

cherry out