chronic disease

I finally went to work after two days of absence, lol. I get at least one migraine every week because I have a chronic condition: Migraine with Aura.

Don't ask me questions about the name, tbh I just laughed when I heard it after six years of simply having "migraines."

So yeah, basically, these are additional symptoms besides the severe headaches/vomiting that cause me vision problems before the migraine and muscle weakness. Butttt, I have a rather rare condition where, even during a headache, I still have a large spot in front of my eyes, which makes my headache even worse, sometimes for up to three days... 

Migraines are one of the few illnesses that don't have a known origin in the brain, if I'm not mistaken (oopsie). They can be caused by so many things, like heredity, stress, eye problems, or unknown causes, and mine fall into the last category, which makes them very difficult to treat LOL.

There are a multitude of treatments that may or may not work for different people, and so far, none have worked for me, which is ruining my future. 

I started working at 16 and I've already lost two jobs due to absences. I even thought about going back to school and working remotely, but I didn't even go to high school, which would mean I'd have to start all over again with students three years younger than me HELP.

Hope you guys learned something lmfao, it was just a little ranting about my situation :pp