i have an enlightened mind

I have an enlightened mind. I wake up ten minutes before I have to go to work, and I leave in 30 minutes. I'm usually late. I have an enlightened mind. I only ever take out 5+ books from the library. sometimes I read them, sometimes I don't. I have an enlightened mind. my screen-time is 12 hours a day. I have an enlightened mind. I have an obsessive fear about being tortured in a military prison, I call it a form of vanity. I like every meme I see about a powerful person being murdered. I call it diffusion. I have an enlightened mind. I usually have one or two beers per night. I have an enlightened mind. I used to prefer cheap coffee but now I'm pampered and spoiled. I have an enlightened mind. I kind of love the migraines I get. It feels like repentance. They're usually caused by florescent lighting. I have an enlightened mind. I can't do embroidery well because I always tangle the threads. I have an enlightened mind. I hate the way it feels when your shoes have holes in them and water seeps in while you're walking. I have an enlightened mind. One thing I do like is walking somewhere without destination, where there's few cars, less people, and rows of old houses punctuated by overgrown empty lots. I have an enlightened mind. I rely a lot on things I learned in my childhood but don't do anymore. I have an enlightened mind. I resent how much I passively take in and believe to be true. I have an enlightened mind. I have normal, happy dreams now. Except for when I don't. I have an enlightened mind.