Bro is the envious 😭💔🙏[Plz tell me others can relate!!]

Ok, so, before I go any farther, I wanna make one thing C-L-E-A-R. I am 10000% a girl, Ive always been comfortable being one and can't think of myself as anything else. 

BUTTTTTT

Does any other girl get gender/voice envy from guy characters? Like whenever I imagine myself as an adult, I just can NOT imagine myself having a feminine voice, it's always a deeper/"cool guy" voice. 

Plus, whenever I see a "cool guy" character(especially BJC from Dude Thats My Ghost) I'm always like gender envy??? I think??? 

GAH IDKKK 

Anyways I love being a girl guys💝