Wednesday!! Give it up for Wednesday!!!!!!

soooooososo yesterday night i went to the christmas concert at my school and it was so fire :) i didn’t get to go last year because i was taking drivers ed but thats okay i suppose bc this year i have even more friends in it to be happy for. i know so so many cool and talented and awesome people this year and i loved seeing them perform!! also also i was there with my bestie (ezra!!! <— go friend him, hes cool and awesome and has five mansions and twenty cars) and i swear everything past like 7pm is 10x funnier with him. im still concerned about the band director’s lack of an ass. 

my mood did get kinda soured by the ride home (getting yelled at an entire 20 minutes for no reason is Not Fun) and i had to stay up pretty late to get my laundry done but it was worth it i guess. im still catching strays from my mom for no damn reason this morning but i’ve learned to tune her out. not falling for the ragebait and allat. 

since it’s wednesday, we’ll be having quiz bowl after school which i love so much. i love being a nerd!!!! also my english teacher (who also manages quiz bowl) learned my preferred name from there and was super sweet about it. she is an actual angel like she can’t be real. we have a test today in her class and i’m not even too stressed about it even though hamlet is kinda difficult to understand at first. 

and speaking of school, i’m so glad that goddamn math test is over with. like yeah sure we have midterms next week but it feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders for the time being. thank fart. 

todayyy i need to do my creative writing prompt thingie for journalism. i’ve been pushing it back because i’ve been drowning in work and tests but now i’m freeee. it does feel a little weird though, since creative writing kinda occupies the same spot in my mind as art for me where i used to be really passionate about it when i was little but ended up dropping it as i got older because i just wasn’t ‘good’ enough at it for myself. i’ve never really been good at being bad at things, if that makes sense??? like the way people grow in creative stuff like that is by throwing themselves at it for years and letting themselves make things that aren’t perfect, but i have a hard time starting things if i know i won’t immediately excel at it. point is, hopefully this helps me get over that!!

mmm i don’t know what else to say. if anything else happens, i’ll probably edit this. i’m a little over halfway through the week (school is out friday for us) so i just need to Make It.