Nana's-Second-Entry‧˚꒰🐾୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

  (𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 🥞 ／ ⋆ ۪Quick note: I know nobody reads these, so I worked up the courage to move this from my diary to this blog.... Be nice)

       Hihihi!!!!!!! I have a problem. Like a bad problem. I really, really like this guyꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) but he's so out of my league and sweet and kind and healthy and cute and beautiful. I'm serious:3 he's perfect, absolute, objective perfection. 

        Also, I'm hideous! The only thing that saves me is my eyeliner. I didn't feel this way last week I felt on top of the world₊⊹ . Now, I feel like an ogre. A waste of air is all I am. I can't do this he's so sweet he talks to me like I'm precious｡𖦹°‧ I'm sick to my stomach .

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       The worst part is...I'm used to unhealthy relationships.

 Constant arguing, being a pushover for them. He wants a physically strong, pretty, masculine girl. I've tried being all of those things˚ʚ♡. ɞ˚(not so)Obviously, it didn't work. 

        I want to be babied, I want someone who will make me do things. He does both things, but not romantically. I want to faint when he talks to me, and my chest aches when I think about him getting with someone else.

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   If he lived closer, I could actually do something about it. (Fuck long distance, seriously(¬`‸´¬))

         Anyways, I'm gonna go be super cute and get so high and it's gonna be so fun٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ 

                                         BAIIII !! >⩊<