I want to see you

Can I even tell him? I like you a lot, I get along well with you. I don't know you well, but I feel better than when I was getting to know my ex. I'm excited, you invite me to learn more. Maybe it's just my impression, and all these feelings you make me have are inside me, but I want everything I'm feeling. Is it merely an emotional block, a desire to forget someone else, or do I simply want him more now than being alone and thinking about someone who didn't choose me? I want, I want, I want everything, I want to see him. But you won't even let me feel this way about you. Can I at least tell you what I so desperately want to say? Without feeling afraid or guilty that you'll reject me after getting to know me.

But don't get my hopes up. You treat me well and tell me you like talking to me. You've accepted two dates, and I don't know, I'm so naive. It's just kindness, right? But I want to see him again. I like you, and I want things to go well with you.