sad girl diaries

No matter how hard I try to dig myself out of the hole, i can’t.

It’s impossible to feel like everyone else.

I can’t be happy or confident with myself.

Also comparing myself .

Why can’t I feel normal like everyone else?

I’m in a trio but it’s not really a trio.

This weekend they went to a birthday party for one of their cousins.

One girl in my trio, i’m gonna call her A invited C to a sleepover. 

Now I didnt mind this bc i spent the night the weekend before.

But I asked to go to the party too. 

Now I know ur not suppose to invite yourself but I really wanted to hang with them.

But A told me she’d ask her aunt, aka the party thrower.

I texted her the next day asking if i’m invited or not.

She didn’t respond till 10 minutes before the party.

I was mad so i ignored them for 2 days even at school.

Idk if im being a dramatic bitch but genuinely it hurt ..