New Year's Loneliness

Loneliness, a thing that may ruin your life!  Well unless you want to be alone, and be a hermit.. then that will be your thing.

BUT I am talking about you being single... like I am, and the most tough time in people's lives... New Years Eve!  Yes that time of the year, that it is expected to kiss someone, or even have the company you need to have to keep you happy.  But what if you have something wrong with you, like a mental illness?  The loneliness gets even worse, and you just want to hide, or even cry.

This year has been a hard year, and yes COVID really made people more anxious about their mental health... and I mean EVERYONE!  For me, I enjoyed lockdown... for real!  I had some people to talk to, and my mother chatting my ear off on the phone (yeah real fun that was).  But in all seriousness, I feel more lonely around NYE than anything else in the year.  BUT I am sick of being single, however I am too scared about going out and have fun.

I haven't gone out and socialised in 8 years... (yes a long time)  so I don't know where to start in either going out or to date!  I always have my music, and watching sport live at the ground, like the MCG, or Marvel Stadium (both in Melbourne).

Seriously, being alone sucks... also being single really sucks... I just want to start living again...  so for those people that are like me, just hang in there!