i miss my grandfather

might sound veryyy veryyy stupid but i miss my grandfather alot. he is my safe space, passed in 2020 and honestly even till date i still convince myself its a cruel prank and he is just safe and alive somewhere. he is the most kindest and forgiving person i've ever seen. someone bad mouthed him? he'll forgive them, he'd say 'people change' and he'd forgive everything. he'd greet everyone who walked past him, he'd help everyone in need no matter how dirty they did him. and thats how i've learn to always forgive. i remember how i'd always talk to him about what bothered me and how i could solve it. he'd call me his favourite grandchild. and he was my favourite grandparent. he got me whatever i wished for but also made sure i stayed grounded. if i could switch places and pass instead of him, i'd do it in the blink of an eye. i miss you so much and i hate that am forgetting your voice and how your hug felt. am sorry.