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I'll just list all my problems, but I don't think anyone will read it anyway. (Sorry if something isn't clear, English isn't my first language, hehe)
I have many friends, well, I consider them friends, but I feel like they hate me. I've noticed they treat me differently, like they're only around me out of obligation, okay, fine, I know I can't please everyone, but they should just tell me to my face if they don't want to be my friend, so I can avoid this feeling that I'm not nice enough for my friends, The worst part is that those same people got angry with me for "not treating them the same" as I treat my theater friends. Like, friend??? I'm sorry for being happier with people who actually notice me and who is kind to me, The worst part is that at the end of the day I feel like everything is my fault and I fall back into the same shitty depressive thoughts
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✦LiamuRiamu✦
You sound like a lovely person and its a shame your friends fail to cherish you enough, i really hope you slowly distance yourself from them. You don't need such negativity and remember, you always have the option to move away. Don't let such people hold you back from having the love and friendship you truly deserve! I am glad your threatre friends are much better ^^
Thank you for your words, you're a very sweet person <3. I'm trying to distance myself from those friends and spend more time with my theater friends, and thanks again, your words made me feel better today :3
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str0belite
i definitely understand the feeling of not feelint accepted or liked by a group of friends. your theater friends seem nice so stick by their side and if you truly dont like your other friends, you dont have to hang out with them and you can just stay around thr people that DO care about you. peace and love and stuff <3
Thanks for saying that, it made me feel better and I'll follow your advice, thank you, love and peace to you too! :3
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