anxiety sincerely, please stop.

i just feel constantly anxious about everything.

i have been sleeping like utter shit (stay up all night, fall asleep at 11am, wake up at 18:00 or 19:00, feel sick, eat, barely drink, smoke, have anxiety attacks and sometimes derealize/disassociate, repeat.)

i just hate everything, my parents are probably extremely disappointed in me.

i am so done, i actually just want to die and rest in the clouds.

please, can i just die.