The Coming Winter [total collapse]

Everything in my life has kinda fallen apart and I'm having a really hard time adjusting

I've gone through three cars this year - one I totaled and the other two broke down, my grades in uni have been taking a freefall since last semester, I work a job where I can barely make ends meet, and last night both my laptop and computer got bricked. And now my phone is acting up as well. I'm making this post from the laptop of my friend who let me borrow it to finish finals work (thank you Nastya I wub yew)

Alot of amazing things have happened this past year (starting E, meeting new frens, concerts, raves, etc.) but i can't help but feel so bleak about my future when my economic standing is so poor. It's like a scab that won't go away no matter how much you pick at it. I have hope that things will turn around for me in the coming year. But for now, all I can do is pick.

I called my mom crying twice this week, I may be pushing it doing it a third time