i grew so used to having all of my time chopped up, each hour dedicated to a task. mornings devout to school and evenings doing homework, showering, cooking, going to sleep. weekends are for my work, two 12 hour shifts and then right back to the beginning.
now that my semester is over until mid-january, i'm almost a little anxious about what to do with my spare time. there are so many things i would like to finally get around to: cleaning the apartment and redecorating. drawing more and reteaching myself the fundamentals, finishing my crochet blanket and starting a new project, reading all of the overdue books from the library that are sitting on my nightstand, go see a movie with my boyfriend. i think because i have so many tasks and choices to choose from, i don't where to start and i'm getting overwhelmed. it's a lot to do over one month, but i know i could get a good chunk knocked off that list.
i think i prefer the option of scheduling. but if i know it isn't detrimental to my time and well-being i'll skip if if i write any of these down to do on a specific date at a specific time. i need some advice.
also! just a filler question: my hair is at an awkward spot. should i cut it again or let it grow out?
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ANGEL.WAV
Hey what's up!
Tbh sounds like you're struggling with executive dysfunction.
It's like your thoughts have a buckshot spread, which is relatable.
Of course making a physical list of things is REALLY good for countering this stuff. Personally, I add "Reminders of my interests". Just writing ideas, subjects, and notes that I have on my projects.
Be bored...
So don't doomscroll or generally distract yourself all day. Try to seriously not use your phone. Boredom leads to soooo many ideas and actions.
Not sure how useful this advice is.... I tried my best qwq.
Also the hair: It looks very nice... I vote let it grow!